I Don't but I do.
" Do you miss him ? .. " No, i don't .. til you suddenly asked me. Now i do. i miss that it irritates me. i miss him that i wish i could just give him a calll i miss him that i wish it takes just one call to see him again. " Do you still love him? .. " No, i dont, .. til you suddenly asked me . Now i'm aware that i still do.. i love him and i wish he knew.. i love him that i want to tell the whole world. i love him.. enough to hate myself. "Do you want him back?..." No, i dont... actually, i do.. But it seems so complicated to do so. But it seems so risky and i'm not willing to risk anything. But it seem too impossible because it already hurt me once. i want him back, that it annoys me But i don't want to lose him any more. "Won't you have any regret? " i already do. Road For Joy (c) 2017 I loved you , I still love you , and I think I'll always do.