Feelings under Fire.
i don't hate you, i hate feelings. As it slowly takes over my mind as i slowly forget about myself, because i didn't love myself enough as i slowly love you a lot more, because you changed me for the better Yet i love you, that i forgot love is also a feeling. as i get so used to it , i couldn't imagine not feeling that way. as i get so used to it, i only see the good things about you, as i get so used to it, i didn't think that it could ruin me. i don't hate you, i hate me when i get feelings. When everything about myself no longer matter as long as you're happy when i hate myself a lot more when you start to hate me when everything is about you, and i unconsciously destroy me. And still i loved you, and i have no words to explain that feeling. even if i was just blinded by what i want to believe. even when you choose to be else where rather than beside me. even when this feeling did end up destroying me. I don't like it when you make ...