Random Paragraphs with an Aching Heart.

*I saw you , right there , looking at someone else.
with the feelings same as mine.
Hoping to be noticed, at least for a moment.
Hoping for a smile , where i'm the reason why.
Wishing you'd come closer,
and just Look at me, the same way you look at her.
Just one more time.

*She , used to be me.
The one you're head over heels for.
The one who's always right next to you.
The one you'd always watch out for.
The one who receives your Good morning and Goodnight message.
The one you'd call, right after you left.
The one whose name you'd call out so dearly.
She, who makes you smile so brightly ,used to be me.

* I knew, but i didn't want to let go.
I knew, everything has ended.
i knew, you've let go of me.
I knew, it won't matter to hold on.
But then i hope for another chance.
a chance to see you fight for us
a chance to see you hold on for us.
a chance to see you walk your way to me.
a chance to have you hug me
a chance to hear you tell me that you love me.
i didn't mind waiting. and kept on waiting.
Because, no matter how long it has been.
These feelings of mine won't disappear.

*Between the lines.
i see through you, that for a moment
you, who said won't leave me, had given up.
Between the lies, you've said
you try your best to not hurt me.
But then again between the lines
you, who said wont leave me, had given up.

 I'll end it here. ;)


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